Hiei's True Home, YuYutopia9
My Sanctuary
Surely whoever speaks to me in the right voice, him I shall follow. Madonna
Hiei Saiai, Whose like is not met with in living.
WARNING:The deeply personal thoughts contained here are MY opinion,I am entitled to that, just as you who will read on are entitled to stop and leave.
DAWN T.C.
You look so fine,I want to break your heart,and give you mine,you're taking me over....Garbage
Welcome to my shrine to my Hiei Saiai,
The most beautiful,powerful and intellegent anime character ever created.
I am extremely attached to Hiei.
NOONE will EVER measure up to him in my eyes,
or my heart.
My Hiei,a poem by Leviatha9
My Hiei is beautiful,
powerful
dominant
intellegent
cynical
and deadly.
My Hiei knows me,
remembers me
loves me
hears me.
He holds me,
controls me
keeps me sane.
My Hiei moves with unstoppable speed,
he is sword and flame
undeniable
angry
true.
His evil eye shines,
deep violet in my mind
forever
eternally.
My Hiei will always be,
My Hiei.
Mine,
and mine alone.
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you,that I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you,that I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel. The Cure
I must inform you all that I am VERY possesive of Hiei,and I DON'T like all the BS shrines to him.
Of course,there are a FEW,(VERY FEW!!),shrines that are good,but their authors seem to not be so emotionally attached.
I am,and I have NO problem saying that.
You're beautiful,it's true. I saw your face,in a crowded place,and I don't know what to do,cause I'll never be with you. James Blunt
I love whom I love. When I first saw her,I knew that she was something more than I could see.No name you could give her would surprise or frighten me. I love whom I love. Prince Lear,The Last Unicorn
Hiei has taught me alot about myself.
I've always been an artist,but I only drew animals,fantasy creatures,etc.
I NEVER drew people,I don't really like too many of them,so I was never interested in trying.
Hiei changed all that.
I HAD to draw him,and I did.
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I would dial the numbers just to listen to your breath,and I would stand inside my hell,and hold the hand of death.You don't know how far I'd go to ease this precious ache,and you don't know how much I'd give,or how much I can take,just to reach you,oh I'll reach you....Melissa Etheridge
So,by now I hope you all have got my point.
Hiei is a GOD.
He deserves to be worshiped and adored.
But not by fools and ingrates.
I despise ANYONE who would take him for granted or try to change his true nature.
He is a demon after all people!!
I don't care what they think, and I don't care what they say.
What do they know about this love,anyway? Melissa Etheridge
Hiei will ALWAYS be a part of my life.
He is just as important to me as my two little girls.
They have no problem with that either.
I love Hiei for WHO and what he TRULY is.
Your name's a golden bell hung in my heart,I would break my body to pieces to call you once,by your name. The Last Unicorn
Trying to best describe how I truly feel about Hiei is difficult to say the least.
That is why I have chosen to post up so many song lyrics,they can speak for me.
It's easier for me to express myself to him through these, and many other songs as well.
(I sing them to Hiei all the time BTW. lol 
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I say goodnight,try to sleep tight,oh just dream of me.Go close your eyes cause I've closed mine,the sun will shine from time to time,only if you dream of me.You can say what you want but it won't change my mind,I feel the same about you.And you can tell me your reasons but it won't change my feelings,I feel the same about you...Artist Unknown
I've NEVER acted this way over ANYONE....
It's kinda hard to deal with sometimes,but I can handle it,with Hiei's help that is.... I will conquer the world.
Did they get you to trade your heros for ghosts,hot ashes for trees,hot air for a cool breeze,cold comfort for chains,and did you exchange a walk on part in the war,for a lead role in a cage. How I wish,how I wish you were here.We're just,two lost souls swimmimg in a fish bowl,year after year.Running over the same old ground,and have we found the same old fear? Wish you were here. Pink Floyd
Here's some of my favorite Hiei quotes,
They're all just afraid of justice.
Quiet fool,I don't need to be told to hurry up ; ha , it's in my nature.
Death will come long before surrender.
Yes, he's so talented,I'm reluctant to make the kill.
I bet you don't remember your own name half the time.
Countless centuries, countless masters have tried to harness the power of the darkness flame.
Only I have had the courage,the strength and the abandon to realize it's full, glorious potential.
I have the power of the black dragon, because now, I am the dragon.
You may have her body,but her future is mine.
If you're thinking about trying to stop me you better write your will. I'm not leaving without war.
If we must die,let us die in war.
Dawn, Team Chaos L9
Hiei & Dawn Demon Lovers Eternal
L9
This is a tracing that Yuki did for Ember and I.
Hiei is freggin AMAZING......
BEST LOOKING GUY I've EVER SEEN!!! 
The Dreaded Mukuro Thing..........
I can't hate Mukuro.
As much as I would love to.
If I hate Mukuro then I hate myself. The two of us have disgustingly ironic similarities that I will not discuss here.
I'm not yet sure about it all,maybe I will be later.
Part of me hates her,but just not completely.
We'll see what happens next........
I've changed mt mind.
I DO hate Mukuro.
As I stated earlier,even my body has become a shrine to Hiei.
I have his name tattooed on my chest,just above my heart, and a small image of him on my ankle,(Not yet complete).
OF COURSE you all know about my DOTDF tattoo. 
(pics below)
The first two I did myself BTW.
My life is brilliant,
My love is pure,
I saw an angel,
Of that I'm sure...James Blunt
I am here for you now if you'd only care...
You touched my heart,you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you. James Blunt
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Nothing,or noone
Will ever make me let you down... Siouxsie and the Banshees
You can believe I'm crazy; obsessed, whatever,
tell me I need to "get a life."
The fact is I have a life,a difficult one at times yes.
But,Hiei and Yu Yu Hakusho are a large part of that life,
an extremely good part,one of very few.
If that makes me "crazy",than so be it.
If you DO think I'm a little off,you'll LOVE this.
I just got a Dragon of the Darkness Flame tattoo on my right arm.
It's just like Hiei's,
Ok,there's his pic and here's mine,
That's right people,now both Hiei and I have the power to pull you into oblivion....! 
I can't find your face,
In a thousand masqueraders
You're hidden in the colors,
Of a million other lost charaders
In life's big parade,
I'm the lonliest spectator,
Cause you're gone without a trace,
In a sea of faceless imitators
I can't take another night,
Burning inside this,
Hell is,
Living without your love,
Ain't nothin without your
Touch me
Heaven would be like hell is living without you... Alice Cooper
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away,
I will always love you.
However long I stay,
I will always love you.
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away,
I will always love you
However long I stay,
I will always love you
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you
I will always love you.
Love Song The Cure
It's all because of you,
I'm never sad and blue,
You brighten up my day
In your own special way.
Whenever your around,
I'm never feeling down
You are my trusted friend,
On you I can depend
You take me away,
From the pain,
And you bring me paradise
And when I have cloudy days,
You've brought sunshine in my life
It never occured to me,
The first time I saw your face,
I would fall so deep in love,
That your love can't be replaced.
You are my everything
Love so good,
Only you can bring
You are my everything
You are everything,
And everything is you
Mary J. Blidge
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I wish I could,walk through the door to my mind.
Hold memory close at hand,
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years
I wish you were here...
James Blunt
My Hiei Cels!!! I removed my cel images because we just have too many.
If you're interested in viewing them, follow our rubberslug gallery link.
Thanks!
Like sweet morning dew,
I took one look at you
And it was plain to see,
You were my destiny.
With you I spend my time,
I'll dedicate my life.
I'll sacrifice for you,
Dedicate my life to you.
You're all, I need,
To get by....
Mary J. Blidge
Sometimes I know what you're thinking next,
But wouldn't it be better if I loved you less
Sometimes I think that I made you up,
But wouldn't it be better if I gave you up
And all that I know, is I just don't understand
Why my happiness,
Always lies in the palm of your hand
I could be your sister,
I could be your mother
We could be friends,
I'd even be your brother, but I'd rather be your lover
That's right, I'd rather be your lover
Are you surprised??
Madonna
This is very difficult for me, but I've been doing alot of thinking recently about Hiei, his character, his feelings, etc.
I've reluctantly come to the conclusion that at the end of the series, Hiei was truly content.
I would never want to take that from him.
I have NEVER believed that Hiei would care for me, or even be my friend.
I WILL NOT put words in his mouth, even though I realize that's the only way he can speak.
The point is, I somewhat regret writing my fan fic now.
Who am I to change Hiei's life by inserting myself into it?
Would he even want that?
Those are questions I will never answer, and neither will Hiei.
I do truly love him, I can't deny that.
I'm not giving up my fan fic,but I see major changes ahead.
Unless of course I can produce some answers I can believe in.
For some reason, in my life I've been able to do the impossible, not saying I give up yet, I just need more time to think.
I could never do anything against Hiei, or anything that he would dissapprove of.
I know that's kind of stupid, but I can't help it.
The only thing I would ever want from Hiei would be that he not be angry at me for loving him, and to be allowed to serve him.
If changing his story would please him, then that's fine.
If not, I think you all get my point now.
Another problem I need to address now is Hiei's popularity. (I think I touched on this subject above, but it still bothers me terribly.)
I cannot deal with the fact that he has SO many admirers.
I'm sorry, I just can't.
I'm naturally repelled by anything that is too popular, and I can't get past the fact that Hiei is loved by so many others.
Don't get pissy either, I DO appreciate all of your praise,(from the TRUE Hiei fans that is,I AM feelin you of course so forgive me), but I'm the type of girl who needs something, or someone rather, all my own.
I'm VERY confused and depressed right now, so I'm out.
And BTW, I DID NOT do all this for fame, praise, or anything other than I wanted the entire world to know how much I love and respect Hiei, and how he's changed my life.
That's it.
Number one Crush
I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine
I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear
I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for someone pure and true
Someone like you
See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored
I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me
Violate all the love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored
I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you
Garbage
I don't think I'll ever stop loving Hiei ,it's just really hard sometimes.......
Especially when you add in all of the problems in my pretty horrible life.
Problems AND people that is..
Hiei helps me cope.
Even though there is also pain, I can't stop caring for this amazing anime character.
Hiei's worth it, definatly.
NEW HIEI DRAWINGS: 
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All 4 Hiei
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Your Heart is Black (Surprising huh? lol) DAWN
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Hiei! Hiei can tend to be emotionless and pretend
that he doesn't care what you think. He is
stubborn quite a badass and sarcastic as hell.
On the outside he seems to be cold as ice but
deep down he has a warm caring heart.
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YAY your goign to marry Hiei! You two are perfect
for each other! You both dont care what others
think, and you both love the color black! Your
very intelligent but you dont undersatnd to
much about humans.
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